"And as we sat there listening to the carolers, I wanted to tell Brian it was over now and everything would be okay. But that was a lie. Plus, I couldn’t speak anyway. I wish there was some way for us to go back and undo the past. But there wasn’t. There was nothing we could do. So I just stayed silent and tried to telepathically communicate how sorry I was about what had happened. And I thought of all the grief and sadness and fucked up suffering in the world… and it made me want to escape. I wish with all my heart that we could just leave this world behind. Rise like two angels in the night and magically disappear."

(Source: sednareinedeseaux)

Mysterious Skin film